Come and go now as you please Your actions write the melodies To those songs that we sing And you just sing And I finally found that life goes on without you And my world still turns when you’re not around
Is this the way you want it? Is this the way it has to be? Sitting here beside you When my heart’s lost in New Orleans Dreams come clever Hearts now severed Difference of forever And I am lost there
I play this everyday trying to convince myself it’s true.
After everything that’s happened, after all the fighting, the pain, the laughing, the smiling, the good times and the bad, I still love you.
I’m not angry at the way you’ve chosen to cope. At the way you’ve chosen to repair yourself. I’m just hurt that it was only a matter of days before you found someone new. In reality it’s really only my pride and my ego that were damaged at how fast I was replaced. My heart was broken long ago by the both of us. Me, who rarely treated you the way you deserved, and by you who could never find it within yourself to admit your mistakes. Who am I to deny you hapiness though. It was something you sought in me that I know now that I could never truly give you. The fact that we could barely communicate properly in these last few weeks underlines the fact that this was never really going to work because both of us were too stubborn and too proud and too angry.
I truly am happy for you. You seem to have found someone that can treat you the way you wanted me to. For that I am glad. Hurt and heartbroken I could not be a part of it, yes, but happy that you are getting what you want. I pray that it works out for you, that you admit and learn from the mistakes you’ve made with me and that you will make it work. Regardless of how you may have moved on, I will forevor love you. You are the most beautiful, most amazing woman I’ve ever met, and I am proud of the fact that we shared so many happy occasions. Those joyful moments will forever be a part of me, and those moments made all the pain we caused each other worth it.
I know you hate me right now, and I know we may never even speak again, but I want you to know that I could never bring myself to hate you, that I can never stay angry with you. My door will always be open for you, ready to take you back into my life. Be it as a friend or a lover my heart will still always be with you. I honestly believe my love for you can never be surpassed and I will always find it in my heart to forgive. I only hope the same is true for you. I’m moving on like you have. I’m getting on with my life because there is no need to give my heart to someone who doesn’t want it anymore. But rest assured, you will forever be special to me.
This is my final goodbye to you. My last words to our dead love. I love you.